Are We Just Friends? (Chapter 29)

~ I wish I was in heaven. At least, there, there will be no pain, no suffering. It doesn't give you broken heart... I'll be with angels playing happily with them... I'll be seeing my mom and dad, and we'll live happily as a family...~

~ I wish I have never done that. I wish I could change back time. I wish I didn't look on others. It was such a wrong decision...~

~ I wish I didn't trust her. I wish I listened to my true friends.. I wish she was really free. I wish I could take her pain away... ~

~ I wish he would listen to me. I wish he'd believe me... I wish that I could put him under a spell to make him believe me...~

~ I wish our relationship is not secret. I wish she break up with him. It breaks my heart seeing her with that guy...~

~ I wish he would listen to what I'm saying. For what I say is true. I wish he'd stay away from her. I wish that all guys would be all caring and passionate about love... So that they won't hurt a woman's feelings...~

~I wish she could see me behind the wall that separates us. I wish she knew about what I feel. I feel jealous when she always talk to him about her. I wish she could see me...~

~ I wish my husband would stop. I wish he won't do anything that can get him killed...~

~ I wish I can take what is mine. I wish to take them all down. Those people who didn't care about me... I wish I could make them pay on the things they have done with my family and I!~

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By the time she went back home it was already night. Most of the people are asleep. Most of the lights were closed.

She went back to her room. She noticed a C.D. on the bed.

She opened it and saw a note.

" Ems, please, just watch this..."

She knew who sent it very well.

She watched the whole video...

It shows Tee.

" MM, I know I hurt you. I know that I did something really bad... I know that you hate me by now... I know that I looked on others because of the thought that maybe if a girl that looked like you would be at my side, I won't miss you like crazy... But I realized, you are you, and she is what she is... Every people are unique... You are unique in your own way... You are completely different from her... But, MM, I completely regret what I did... Give me a chance... Please.... Please call me after you saw this.... let's talk about it.... MM please..."

She had enough... She felt so tired of this whole roller ride....

All the twists and turns in her life, she felt as if she is the most unlucky girl in the whole world...

Yes, she may still be lucky that she has the company and money, but without her parents to support her, the 2 guys that made her life miserable for some time, how could she have a life like this... No love coming from the persons she loved the most...

But she knew she had to talk to him...

Out of the blue, her phone rang.

" Tee,  i saw the video..." she said with no feelings at all...

" MM, please give me one more chance..." Tee said.

" Let's stop this... I'm sorry... I'm the cause of all this things... If I didn't leave, you won't look at others... Don't tell sorry, it's my own fault that I got hurt... Tee, you deserved a better girl than me..." she said coldly, but deep within her, it was all starting again, the first time she broke her heart, happened again today, all that happened in the past, seemed to be happening again. Her heart was tearing apart again... into million pieces...

Tee was astonished... He was speechless... She was impossible... She was that down-to-earth girl, that would own up this whole fiasco...

" Tee, I'm sorry..." she said, her last drop of tears hit the ground, with that she turned off her phone...

She will now let her heart reheal, and move-on. She reassured herself... She just need some space... Or somebody to talk to...