Thursday, May 26, 2011

Are We Just Friends? ( Chapter 33)

 *Flashbacks*

It has been two weeks until the incident where Emily attacked her with insults because DD broke up with her. Emily is blaming her. At the moment she went inside the car, Emily began pounding the window. She cannot hear her clearly. But she can read what Emily's mouth says. " Please... another chance..."
She saw pain in Emily's eyes, but compared to her pain, MM's pain is greater. Emily cheated but still in pain but she didn't cheated but she is in pain...

" Dee, would you?" she asked doubtfully. DD started the engine again... He didn't talk. Outside Emily is still trying to open the door. DD was stating to move. But Emily blocked the way. Hopefully, security arrived and pulled her out of the way.

MM's POV

I sighed as I looked at Emily. Flirt. That's all what came out of my mind as the car moved. Leaving the poor flirt on the parking lot. I trying to look at DD's expression, but as usual, all I can see is his dark gaze. He was absentmindedly looking on the driveway. Poor him... 

DD's POV

I wanted to give her a chance. But after the revelations, I just, I just can't. All I can do now, is to... move on...

" Dee, are you okay?" I heard MM's voice.

" Y-yeah, of course..." I stutter. How stupid of me to stutter?! There was a lump in my throat. I wanted to give up. I wanted to cry. Somehow, MM felt that.

" Go ahead, cry your heart out... It will help you... I'm sure. Pull over and I'll do the driving. Or else, I'll kill you." I can't believe she can still manage to pull a joke on a serious situation. I hesitated to listen to her though.

" Dee, don't be a hard headed person. Just let it out..." she said calmly. I don't know why she is so calm right now, while earlier, she spanked and yelled at Emily.

I finally gave up. I pulled over the car. Just then, MM pulled out a bracelet from her bag and gave it to me.

MM's POV

Crap. Why does he stare at me like that?! When I was giving him the bracelet, he raised a eyebrow and gave me a what-the-heck-is-that look. I grabbed his hands and put the bracelet. I started the engine and drive.

Silence ate our beings. But I can hear him sniffing. Sign that he is crying... I sighed. " I told you cry it aloud. You can move on faster that way..." I told him. I saw something interesting on the road.

" What is the bracelet fo-" I cut him. " Wait here. I'm gonna buy something." 

DD's POV

I sighed, but I cannot stop myself. After she had go out, I started to cry. I covered my face and tried to stop. Then I looked at where MM was going. I looked in shock. Childish.

She went back with a plastic bag. I raised an eyebrow. She looked at me intently.

" I knew it. You would cry your heart out if there is nobody with you." she said trying to sound funny.

" And about the bracelet," she paused looking for some sort of answer on the road. " Well, um, nothing much, they said it help you recover from heartbreaks..." she said while turning on a curve.

" So, like a lucky charm?" I asked lightly chuckling.

" Most probably..." she said slightly grinning.

MM's POV

 I don't why, I should've told him, but my instincts tell me, don't. I sighed. I focused my mind on the driveway.

***
" MM, I didn't know its this hard to take when I got cheated..." DD said, he sighed and absentmindedly staring at me. I glanced at him, saw his feelings through his eyes. There was pain, hurt, sadness name it all... Suddenly, my mind began saying stuffs...

" Does he saw what you felt when you first knew about what Tee did?" my mind said challenging me into a fight.

I sighed again, trying to ignore what my mind was saying...

" I guess he is so busy with her flirty girlfriend that's why he never bother talking to you!" my mind is so irritating. Why can't I control it...

I hardened my grip on the steering wheel, pressed the gas, then after a minute or two, I abruptly stepped in the brake. Dee was flabbergasted. I guess he was floating on his thoughts and never noticed when I speed up.

" Sorry," I said. He sighed. " It's okay, I'll drive for now, I guess you are just tired from work. You've been thinking on a lot of things this past few days," he opened the car door and we switched places, he started the engine and we are back on the road, " And I also heard you booked a ticket to U.S. next month." he continued while me is staring at the street lights looking for some answers on what my mind asks. " Is is about-" he abruptly stop his sentence.

I looked at him, " Yeah," then I stared back at the street lights.

***
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Saturday, May 21, 2011

Are We Just Friends? ( Chapter 32)

Namumuhay na siya ng tahimik kasama ng taong kanyang pinakamamahal. Ilang taon na rin ang lumipas ng mangyari ang lahat. 5 taon. 5 taon na ang lumipas. Nakatayo siya at ang kanyang anak sa puntod ng isang taong minsang minahal. Iniisip niya pa rin kung bakit, bakit naisipan nitong gawin na iligtas ang buhay niya sa kamay ng isang taong kinamumuhian ang kanyang pamilya. Siya na dapat ang mamamatay, pero ito ang humarang. Imbis, na siya ang mamatay, ito pa ang nagsakripisyo. Ilang taon rin niyang iniisip kung bakit, pero ngayon pa niya napagtanto. Mahal nga talaga siya nito. Naguiguilty siya, bakit hindi niya ito binigyan ng chance. Di sana hahantong sa ganito ang sitwasyon. Pero kung binigyan niya ito ng chance, meron kaya siyang anak na katulad ni Katherine Mae. Napabalik siya sa huwisyo ng magsalita ang anak.

" Mom, I thought we will just visit for 10 minutes? Its almost twenty minutes. I want to go home to Daddy. We are still going to play a game." her 4 year old daughter whined. She looked a lot like her mother. But her eyes was from her father. This cute little girl seemed to look angelic. But, she is a naughty kid. Always do pranks. But she is a talented and intelligent kid. She always gets an A+ on her grades. She may be still in kindergarten, but she has the brains of a 1st graders. She is just like her mom. Who loved books. Sometimes, she outsmart her mom and dad.

"Wait baby, let's stay here for another 5 minutes then go. After that, we'll grab some ice cream." MM grinned. She knows her baby girl would not say no to an ice cream. Her baby loves ice cream. "Alright mom," she said. She looked so bored. " Bye," MM murmured as she stand. She grabbed her daughter's hand and went back to the car.

***
" How's the visit?" MM's husband asked. Then he pick up Katherine. " Dad, its obviously boring but Mom bought me ice cream." her daughter grinned. MM's husband chuckled. " Well, it was kinda hot outside. Ann and Ivan were doing good. Then I visited him," MM said while removing her shoes.

Ivan finally had the guts to tell Ann what he truly feels about her 4 years ago. Then they got married 2 and half years ago. Ann is expecting a baby soon.

" You still remembered what happened 5 years ago?" her husband asked worriedly. "I dreamed of it once in a while. I just wanted to thank him again for saving my life." she said trying to hide the fear she is still feeling even though it happened 5 years ago.

Yes, the one who tried to killed her died already, but the fact that she almost got killed, she still cannot get over it. Sometimes she could forget, but suddenly those memories will come back in a flash.

Her husband sighed. She still cannot get over it.

" Let's go grab some food outside!" he said cheerfully.

" Daddy, I thought we are going to have some games?" her daughter asked pouting.

" We can still play later Kate." he called her by her nickname. Her daughter doesn't want to be called by her full name, or just Katherine, or Mae. She wanted her nickname that's all. When she was 2 and a half years old, she threw a tantrum because she was called by her full name.

" You promise?" she asked in doubt.

" I do,  baby." he chuckled lightly.

MM was really happy to have a happy family like this. She was happy that she found the right man. Finally, no more spells casted on her. She was free. She overcome her broken hearts.

***
After a long day, she had settled on the hammock by their house. Kate and her husband had been playing games. She absentmindedly looked at the sunset. Another day had passed. For her everyday that passes is a good day. When that event happened she felt like it will be going to happen again and again. It felt like a million years before she overcome that. Yet, her husband had helped her overcome those. She cannot stand seeing the people you once loved and trust died in front of you. It was a scary sight.

She slowly closed her eyes. She was slowly dozing off.

" Please, stop..." she pleaded. 
" Why would I? I will kill you just like what I did to your parents?" a man laughed evilly. 
" Why are you doing this?" tears flowed down as she watched him aim the gun at her.
There were no sign of survival.
She was cornered...
She cannot stop from crying...
She closed her eyes...
Saying goodbye to the world...
She heard a gun shot...
She flinched...
Then another...
As she opened her eyes she saw two men on the floor.
Blood on the floor...
Blood from the man she once loved.
Blood from the man who tried to kill her...
She was crying, reaching for his hands...
He does not deserve to die... she thought
She can here him whisper, I love you MM...
With that she cried more... 
She looked up and saw the police...
The medics picking them up....
She heard a voice... " MM!"

She woke up, sweat on her face. Worried look from her husband... What a bad nightmare... The memory of 5 years ago, haunted her again...

" It's over. He cannot hurt you again..." her husband reassure her crying wife... He had seen enough... He was there... He was knocked out on the floor when he was trying to save her... But he saw how the guy shot his friend. And how the police shot the guy...

Sometimes, the memory also haunted him... It was the worst nightmare he'd seen in his entire life...

He led her upstairs. The sunset was already replace by darkness. They take a look at their daughter who was sleeping comfortably in her bedroom. They too, went to their bedroom and get some sleep.

Tomorrow, they will have work... Another tiring day...

***
Shocking ba? Who is MM's husband?
Flashbacks for next chapters! 
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Are We Just Friends? (Author's Note)

Kasabay ng pagtatapos ng isang relasyon,
May bagong uusbong,
at sa pagkakataong iyon,
May bagong problemang haharap,
Makakaya ba nila?
May magsasakripisyo ba para sa katahimikang inaasam?

Sa nalalapit na pagtatapos ng
Are We Just Friends?
maraming hindi kaasam asam na mangyayari
Maaring may mamatay, maaring hindi maging masaya

Lahat ng pagtatapos ay may hahantungan.

Pwedeng happy Ending,

Pwede rin namang hindi...

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Salamat sa mga nag-react
Salamat sa suporta


Sa pagtatapos ng kwentong ito,
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Humanda na sa pagtatapos,
Humanda na sa panibago...

Patawad kung hindi ko mameet ang inyong expectations,
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Thursday, May 19, 2011

Are We Just Friends ( Chapter 31)

*THE WHOLE TRUTH*

MM stepped out of the car quickly. DD shook his head. "What is happening to her again?" he mumbled. She had changed and all, ready to sleep, she keeps on looking for her Galaxy Tab. She needs it. "Urgh!" she scowled at herself. She remembered, she left it in the car.

She knocked at DD's door. " Yes?" answered a sleepy voice. " Can I borrow the keys of your car? I left my Galaxy Tab in there." she asked politely but not patiently.

" Sure. Just enter and get it in my table." DD answered. She entered and saw DD lying down in bed. "Tired from work right?"she asked as she picked up the keys of James's car.

" Yeah." he said then dozed off back to sleep.

She get in and saw her Samsung Galaxy Tab. She was about to close the car when she saw something beeping. It was a phone.It belongs to, no other than, the 'chatterbox' Emily Reyes. She saw, 4 missed calls, 3 messages, 2 voice mails.

Wow. She thought. " Now who is this?" she mumbled. She saw the names, All from Sam. Sam. Sam. She haven't seen that guy for months. Now why would he be calling or texting a girl like Emily?

She stormed off to DD's room as soon as she saw one message.

" DD!" her voice sounded like a bomb to DD. " How in the world of dreams let someone like you wake me up from a good dream I was having?!" he whined.

" Stop whining! Look at this!" she scowled at him.

At first everything was a blur to DD.

The message he see is that:

" Emily, why you somewhere with him date. Busy that? Love me? Bf-Gf DD?Can go we back before?"

" Huh? I don't understand what Sam is telling her." he said. He mixed up the message. Probably because he was still sleepy and his vision is still poor.

" You Dweeb! It says `Emily, why aren't you showing up to our date? Are you that busy? I thought you love me? We are Bf-Gf right? DD is not even paying attention with you right? Can we go back to before? We are happy together that time..." she frowned and looked at his expression. He cannot manage to talk. He just stared at the phone that seemed like forever.

He snatched the phone and looked at her. " You're probably making this all up!" he scowled at her.

She gave him a smirk of victory, well somewhat like that. " Well, if that's what you are thinking, let's see the other messages.

" Please call me. <3 Sam"

" Emily, my love please answer me... <3 Sam"

" I don't believe it." he said coldly staring at particularly nothing.

She rolled her eyes. How can this guy be so blind with a flirt like Emily? She asked herself.

" Well let's see the voice mails. I cannot possibly fake that!" she is a bit irritated.

" Emily, answer my call, did I do anything wrong, love? We call each other everyday. Why didn't you call me today? Please, love. Are you busy? If you are, sorry for bothering, but I love you" then the voice mail ended.

The second one, " Love you, Emily. Well, goodnight. I'll sing you our song, (Sings chorus of crazier by Taylor Swift) <Chuckles> Well, good night and hope you dream of me my love!"

DD seems not affected. She got irritated  and stand up, " Well, if you don't believe me, there are proofs. Your girlfriend is cheating on you. I'm just doing this for you so you won't look like an idiot still believing that you two are okay, but the fact is she is cheating on you. I just don't want you to look like me, I had been a fool to still believe he loves me, but he has another girl with him... The realization maybe hard to take, but now I'm trying to move on." MM said almost wanting to collapse on the floor. But she promised herself, not to cry because of him, she is over with him, at least that's what she knows.

She turned the knob of the door when she heard him sniff. She turned around and saw him for the first time, crying like a kid, tears overflows, she watched him, scroll the messages. The next thing she knew she was sitting beside him, trying to comfort him.

***

She woke up at around 1 am, she had slept in DD's room. She never realized that she dozed off while comforting him. She looked at his face, full of hurt. The same look she had when she first knew about how Tee cheated on her. The next thing she needs to do is help him move on like her.

She went back to her room. She saw rubbish all over her room. Since Saturday, she is free, she going to burn all those rubbish, and she means by rubbish are their pictures, the letters Tee had sent, little gifts like CD's of his movies, and she looked in her jewelry box, she is going to return the jewelries he had given her. He is going to be out of her life.

She is going to file a leave for a week. She is going to America and return it personally and to clear things up. To end their relationship completely. Thinking on all of it, she dozed off.

***
7 am.

She was preparing for work and so was DD. DD seemed he didn't see the messages yesterday. He was happy as a grinning cat. ( Though cats doesn't really smile) " Are you okay?" MM asked worriedly.     " Yeah, better than ever!" he said and then head to his car with MM. " Strange." MM mouthed.

" Do you have any meetings or what so ever?" DD asked her. " Nope, actually I can stay at home, but just in case there is some meetings." she replied putting on her diamond coated watch on her hand.

" Can we drop by on Ann and Ian's houses first? I wanted to apologize..." he said almost whispering.

" Apologize for what?" she asked, confused.

" Well, Ann was trying to tell me before that Emily has been cheating on me, but I never listened to her. One time, Ian and I saw them fighting. I go on Emily's side of course, which made I an angry because I hurt Ann's feelings...' he said then sighed.

" Thank you for helping me realize all of it." he said and caught glimpse of her a bit confused and she gave him a you-should-have-not-did that-to-Ann- Jerk! look. DD looked quite afraid. He knows her well, she doesn't want her friends to get aggrieved.

" S-sorry MM." he stuttered.

" Just head to their houses." she looked at the road sternly. Even though she was not niche to get angry with him, she still cannot accept the fact, DD did that for over a flirt!

"Well past is past." she muttered.

She didn't realize they were in front of Ann's house.

***

Ann hugged her with delight and so was she.

But Ann frowned when she caught glimpse of DD.

" Why is that jerk in here?" she asked obviously still angry. " You never listened to me, I hope you would get hurt real bad when you know the whole truth!" she scowled at him.

DD scratched his head. " Well, I already did get hurt real bad. I'm here to apologize for what I did last time. Can we be friends again? MM made me realize what kind of girl Emily was. You were right all along..." he said looking on the tiles on the floor.

" Ann, he discovered about it yesterday evening. I saw Emily's phone." MM said.

Ann now looked soft. " Alright I forgive you." she said.

MM was delighted. ! down 1 more to go. She thought.

***

They were driving to Ian's house.

" What are you doing here, man?" Ian scowled at him. Just like Ann did earlier.

" Man, I just wanted to apologized for what I told Ann. I know you really cared for her. And I know you like her very much. I realize the whole thing. I was completely wrong, man. I hop you could forgive me..." he said, looking at the tiles on the floor. Like what he did in Ann's house...

" How about you and Emily? Have you told her already that you want to break up with her?" Ian asked.

" Well, no, I haven't talk to her yet." he said. " I don't have to guts" he mumbled.

Ian chuckled. " I forgive you man! But break up with her as soon as possible! My opinion!" he said.

***
" Amy, book me a flight to U.S." she said.

" Okay Ma'am! For how long?" her secretary asked.

" One week." she said playing with her felt pen.

" When do you wish to go to U.S. Ma'am?" her secretary asked taking down notes.

" Next month. June 19 to 25." she said sternly looking at the view outside. Busy street, 20 floors below.

She heard the door closed. She frowned on the thought of how DD will talk to Emily. She frowned even more on the thought how DD was able to move on that fast.

MM's POV

I stood there in the parking lot waiting for DD's car to arrive. He picked me up and on the road we were as silent as the dead wind outside. Someone must break the ice. And I decided it must be me.

I don't know what to say though. I keep on racking my brain. What so say! Urgh! I give up, my brain cannot supply anything good. Then suddenly my mouth said something. " So, how do you plan on talking to Emily?" I covered my mouth as soon I realize that I said those.

There was a long pause before he decided to talk. " I was working on it." he said. I swear I saw him gripped the steering wheel harder.I spotted something few meters down the road. I told him to turn right. I was expecting him to protest but he didn't. The DD with me right now is completely different.

There was a nearby shop. It's our shop of course. I texted the manager few minutes ago. Luckily, they are still open. I asked him if he still had the bracelet I was saving for him. It was a simple bracelet that my father gave me when I was 8. It has a sentimental value actually. Dad, said gave it to the one I treasure most. Well, I treasure most my parents but Dad said besides them. I wanted to give them to Ann or Fretzie. I had almost gave it to Tee when we were still together. But somehow, something or someone wanted me to give it to DD. I just can't figure why. So, here we are unbuckling our seat belts getting ready to get out of the car. I insisted on going inside myself. I wanted it to be a surprise. I feel like he would be sort of happy when I gave it to him.

DD's POV

I was not in the mood to getting on places. I just want to sulk at home. But I just can't figure out I didn't protest when MM wanted to drop by their jewelry shop. I was still angry on how things went. Emily cheating on me. Sam is her boyfriend. I didn't believe my friends even though they were right. I wondered if I never had a relationship with Emily, will I be still single? Will I be able to get a better girl? The one who will not cheat me? I smirked by the fact that I still did not lose? Why you ask me? Well, because I'm not a weakling. The one who would cry for days and sulk inside their houses. Ran away from their problems. But also being strong can sometimes be a weakness. Well, I can be proud or arrogant at such times. Even evil. I may become a rebel. Haha. Crazy right? Something aren't meant to be and I know that.

I gaze at the translucent door. I wonder what she was doing in there... Maybe something important going on? Company thing? Then, the door opened. I saw her gasping for air when she got back to the car.

" In a hurry huh?" I asked with a smirk on my face. I feel like irritating her as I drove off. Just then I notice a little bag. " What's that?" I was curious to know. " Uh," she hesitated to answer at first. She was looking for answers. I know. I saw her left hand shaking. That's her. Normally her. " Looking for answers eh? For someone special I guess." I grinned.

" Looking good as new huh?!" she said sarcastically. Well, let's see who can win....I chuckled softly.

***
The car was filled with scowling and getting pissed off here and there. But all was about fun.

At the house, MM decided to give it to him tomorrow

***
 It has been a week or two since the whole truth came out. She was in the parking lot waiting for DD.

It was filled with silence, only the cars can be heard in the parking lot. But something had surprised her being.


"MM!" MM heard somebody screeched. MM turned and there the girl was. Her messy hair, exotic make-up(Made of safari colors XD)makes up Emily Reyes. Looking furiously at MM. Her face looked like she attended a funeral that made her cry that bad.

" Cried a river is it?" she said smirking. " You. You. You just feel jealous because DD and I are still together and you and Tee are broke! You made us separate so that you can have chance with him! You are a stealer! You are the reason why DD and I broke up! You poisoned his damn mind! I should've not let you enter his life. You once tried! I had stopped you! I don't know hoe the heck you poisoned his mind but you're doing this to steal him again! You wh*re! You-" Emily was blaming her for all of this.

Emily received a hard slap on her right cheek. MM's dark gaze enter Emily's being. She felt a chill snaked her backbone.

" Don't you dare tell me such things!" MM bellowed. " You are the one who makes the mistakes! You are the one who poisoned his mind saying you love him. But it turns out to be a deception. You are with Sam isn't it?" her voice can be heard in the whole parking lot. " Maybe I had kissed him before, that was the last right?! And I had gotten over him! I was helping him realize what you are. He saw by himself! HE HEARD! It's all your fault not mine! You are not a clean worker. If you wanted to last your relationship with him, you should've used different number and phone to call Sam! You ended it all by yourself! Not me! And FYI! We are just friends!" she scowled at Emily.

Emily stood there frozen on the spot. Before MM left she said, " Learn from your mistakes now! I did a little research, you are getting broke right? So you are planning this all along. To get married with him, have the money for your father's therapy, and it proves you are a GOLD DIGGER! Yeah, maybe you had loved him, but the fact that there are other guys better than DD, you would soon get over him, am I right Ms. Emily Reyes?!"

A car arrived. DD's car. As soon as MM saw it she boarded it. Emily followed MM by her eyes and saw DD's car. As the door closed, Emily began pounding on the window. Begging DD for another chance.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Are We Just Friends? ( Chapter 30)

“Well, well, well, look who’s here. If it isn’t the new director of Monteverde Company...” Emily said with of course the coldness in her voice.

“Good morning too, Ms. Reyes.” MM said sarcastically and manages to fake a smile. She really can’t take that girl. That way she act, dress, looks, almost all of Emily’s being  irritates her.

She really doesn’t want to have a ride with DD. She is so not ready for it now. She wanted to have her own relaxing quiet space to think, about what happened this past few days... but with a chatterbox around, how can she think?!

She is really irritated when Emily asked her a stupid question. “What make-up do you wear today?!” Emily looks irritated. Maybe because she is jealous that she looks better than her. “I’m wearin’ some light foundation and concealer, and powder, some white eyeliner, curled my lashed and put some mascara, La Rose Deco powder for my cheeks and a tinted lip balm. Happy?!”She said in like less than 10 seconds? She cannot take her. Really. She popped out from nowhere then DD told her to get in the car.

She sternly looked at her diamond coated watch. 8:30. Then she looked at the driveway. They were still 1-2 miles away from the office. Her first meeting is 9:00 am! And still, it’s traffic! What a bad day! She thought.

“Dee is there any shortcut around here?” she said glaring at his back. “Well, I don’t think so...” he said almost whispering. He knows she has some sort of private meeting with the board. And she cannot be late. He felt bad...

“Urgh!” she was annoyed. “How long will it take if I walk from here?” she asked in a frustrated voice. “Uhm, I don’t really know... I never did that.” Dee answered back scratching his hair.

“Hmmp!” she started to gather her bag with all her things. She went out of the car. Dee was flabbergasted with MM’s actions. “I’ll walk from here!” he heard her say before she disappeared in the crowd on the pedestrian lane.

“Oh, your friend MM, ran away again.” She said as she rubbed her chin thoughtfully.

***

“8:45” she thought. She was losing hope to find the office. Then she caught sight of it. Thank goodness! She ran in her new Prada stilettos.

She was catching her breath when she reaches her office. 8:50. At least, she got there 10 minutes before the meeting.

“Ms. Monteverde are you okay?” her secretary asked puzzled.

“I’m fine Amy, don’t worry about me.” She said assuring her.

“Ma’am the board room is ready.” Her secretary announced.

“Okay, thanks!” she said grabbing her laptop for their meeting.

***

Her so called 'important meeting' turned out be some boring speeches made by the people from the board. All throughout the meeting, she played with her pen. 

She got out of the board room frustrated as she received a bouquet of white roses on her way back to her office. The note said “MM, please forgive me."

"Jerk!" she mumbled. 

***

After office hours...

"Well lookie here, looks like you are going to ride with us again..." an uninteresting voice said. Of course she knew who it was. It was only, the only girl that gets into her nerves whenever she hear her name, her voice or something about her, Emily Reyes.

She glared at her then stepped inside the car. If glaring could kill, this one could. She thought. She giggled softly. She imagined her strangling Emily's neck while telling her to shut up her bloody mouth.

“DD, when can we have our DATE? Saturday are you free?" Emily asked. Obviously stressing the word 'date'. She was probably getting her to become jealous. She glared at her more then to DD.

“I’m not Emily. Sorry, it’s my first week, and I have to work even on Saturdays. Mom insisted." he answered.

MM smirked. 1 point MM. 0 for Emily. She is a fail for this round. 'LoLz' she mouthed.

“MM, when will Tee visit you here?" Emily turned and asked. She swears she saw her smiling evilly. It was night time, it was hard to see faces but she definitely saw her smiling that way. She gave her a you-know-what-happen-already look. It was all over the news. Rumours about her and Tee breaking up which was definitely true. Emily was born, eavesdropper on her opinion. She shrugged as a reply to Emily's question.

“Both of you doing okay?" she asked again. And MM shrugged again.

“Lovers’ quarrel?" she asked again and MM shrugged again.

“Emily stop that... She is having some problems with him..." DD whispered to Emily. But his voice was loud enough for her to hear him.

She looked at him so intensely. She wanted to throw him somewhere. Somehow, she felt like, DD is sharing her secrets to chatterboxes who could never keep their mouth shut, like Emily. DD felt his hair in his body stand. “O-oh" he mumbled.

 They turned in a curve, she was curious, “Where are we going?" she asked glaring at particularly nothing.

“Dropping Emily to her house." DD answered back steering the wheel to get inside a subdivision.

Silence was after they dropped Emily to her house. Nothing speaks at all, well except for the radio that was playing some random love songs.

Then a song played, Battle Field by Jordin Sparks 

(Bold words are MM's thoughts)

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
Yeah I do know that...
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battlefield
You're right... 
 
One word turns into a war
Cheating...That's the word alright...
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down?
It hurts if it’s just that small but it hurts more if it’s big
My world's nothing when you don't
Kind of...
I'm not here without a shield
Because I don’t wanna get hurt again
Can't go back now
I really don’t want to...

Both hands, tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
Why?

I never meant to start a war
I really did not, you do!
You know I never wanna hurt you
I didn’t meant to leave you for my work...
Don't even know what we're fighting for
I really don’t know...
 
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like?
I hate a battlefield!

Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose
What we had, oh no
I guess I’d rather lose

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
<sighs>
 
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why? Why? Why?


I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your
I guess...

We could pretend that we are friends tonight
(Oh, oh, oh) Right!
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Yeah, but for me it’s too late...

'Cause baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like
I don’t want a battlefield, but on my opinion, it’s done... We are done!

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armour

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
(Fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?

I guess you better go and get your armour
(Get your armour)
Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor

Why does love always feel like?
Why does love always feel like?
A battlefield, a battlefield

I never meant to start a war
Don’t even know what we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Please don’t insist on getting us back together, it’s too late...

At the last lyrics of the song ended, her last tear dropped.

For her, that last tear will be the last tear she will cry for him. She will never cry because of him anymore. DD looked at her unexpectedly, he saw her wiped a tear. " MM, are you okay?" she asked him worriedly.

"I'm fine." she said after she sniffed. He glared at her by the mirror. " You sure?" he asked raising an eyebrow at her.

" Stop glaring!" she scowled at DD.

***
Sorry for the late updates. I was having Mid-Year Examinations here in Singapore right now.
And the past months, I've been studying, so sorry again
But, I'm still trying post updates even though sometimes its short.
So sorry again...<begs for forgiveness>
After I wrote this chapter I was flabbergasted for I write the whole in English
Anyways sorry again...
Comments are highly appreciated! Thanks for the people who are reading my fanfiction
After this, I have two fan fiction, on the line 
And this fan fiction will soon be finish.
Thanks to those who are commenting 
I'll try not to let you down for the last chapter 



Sunday, May 8, 2011

Are We Just Friends? (Chapter 29)

~ I wish I was in heaven. At least, there, there will be no pain, no suffering. It doesn't give you broken heart... I'll be with angels playing happily with them... I'll be seeing my mom and dad, and we'll live happily as a family...~

~ I wish I have never done that. I wish I could change back time. I wish I didn't look on others. It was such a wrong decision...~

~ I wish I didn't trust her. I wish I listened to my true friends.. I wish she was really free. I wish I could take her pain away... ~

~ I wish he would listen to me. I wish he'd believe me... I wish that I could put him under a spell to make him believe me...~

~ I wish our relationship is not secret. I wish she break up with him. It breaks my heart seeing her with that guy...~

~ I wish he would listen to what I'm saying. For what I say is true. I wish he'd stay away from her. I wish that all guys would be all caring and passionate about love... So that they won't hurt a woman's feelings...~

~I wish she could see me behind the wall that separates us. I wish she knew about what I feel. I feel jealous when she always talk to him about her. I wish she could see me...~

~ I wish my husband would stop. I wish he won't do anything that can get him killed...~

~ I wish I can take what is mine. I wish to take them all down. Those people who didn't care about me... I wish I could make them pay on the things they have done with my family and I!~

***
By the time she went back home it was already night. Most of the people are asleep. Most of the lights were closed.

She went back to her room. She noticed a C.D. on the bed.

She opened it and saw a note.

" Ems, please, just watch this..."

She knew who sent it very well.

She watched the whole video...

It shows Tee.

" MM, I know I hurt you. I know that I did something really bad... I know that you hate me by now... I know that I looked on others because of the thought that maybe if a girl that looked like you would be at my side, I won't miss you like crazy... But I realized, you are you, and she is what she is... Every people are unique... You are unique in your own way... You are completely different from her... But, MM, I completely regret what I did... Give me a chance... Please.... Please call me after you saw this.... let's talk about it.... MM please..."

She had enough... She felt so tired of this whole roller ride....

All the twists and turns in her life, she felt as if she is the most unlucky girl in the whole world...

Yes, she may still be lucky that she has the company and money, but without her parents to support her, the 2 guys that made her life miserable for some time, how could she have a life like this... No love coming from the persons she loved the most...

But she knew she had to talk to him...

Out of the blue, her phone rang.

" Tee,  i saw the video..." she said with no feelings at all...

" MM, please give me one more chance..." Tee said.

" Let's stop this... I'm sorry... I'm the cause of all this things... If I didn't leave, you won't look at others... Don't tell sorry, it's my own fault that I got hurt... Tee, you deserved a better girl than me..." she said coldly, but deep within her, it was all starting again, the first time she broke her heart, happened again today, all that happened in the past, seemed to be happening again. Her heart was tearing apart again... into million pieces...

Tee was astonished... He was speechless... She was impossible... She was that down-to-earth girl, that would own up this whole fiasco...

" Tee, I'm sorry..." she said, her last drop of tears hit the ground, with that she turned off her phone...

She will now let her heart reheal, and move-on. She reassured herself... She just need some space... Or somebody to talk to...